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"Not that the story need be long- but it will take a long while to make it short." – Henry David Thoreau, "The pen is mightier than the sword if the sword is very short and the pen is very sharp"- Terry Pratchett, And as imagination bodies forth The forms of things unknown, And when your fingers find her She drowns you in her body Carving deep blue ripples In the tissues of your mind, “Let the world burn through you. Throw the prism light white hot - on paper.” - Ray Bradbury, “What is writing? Writing is telepathy.” - Stephen King, Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins, If I should fail - if I should fold I nailed my faith to the sticking pole, Je ne regrette rien - Edith Piaf, Just tell the damned story., Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find, the undercurrents tug again, Then she'd get me pretty loaded on gin And maybe she'd give me a bath How I wish I had a Sylvia Plath, What's he building in there?, write your wrongs, you know how to whistle don't you?
The writer leans back; a slow arching of spine,
Burning shoulders pressed deep, with a sigh and a whine
To the creaking support of his tired office chair
Straining its life, to the edge of repair.
The keyboard is battered; he scratches his head,
Ten hours on one story; the poor goon thinks he’s dead.
Yet a breeder of sorts, is this bent shattered being,
He’s a Frankenstein doc, and a vision he’s seeing,
A chunk of illusion, a live beating slice,
He knows finished pieces of script have their price.
Long after the hours, and the days of bemoaning,
Odd snorts and expressions, the humming and groaning,
A sudden sharp kick to the ego commences;
A yank of the collar; the story condenses.
He slaps at his face to make sense of the type,
This heaving scrawled beast, made of ink which doth gripe,
As ’tis hauled and then shunted, bled onto the vellum,
Some substance at last, there’s a plot now to tell ’em!
Here cometh the creature; it crawls and it howls,
The bones of the bastard, just look at those vowels,
Stacked row upon row, five thousand small scrawls,
To get to this point had him climbing the walls.
This osseous scaffold won’t last long, mind you,
Tales itch to slope off, poems like to flee too.
Truly sneaky, they are, should his focus be lost,
For distractions fly rabid, with such a fierce cost.
They push and they shove the wild creature astray,
Filing safely away for some other damn day.
No, he must seize all consonants, regardless of blether,
Clad the beast’s bones in flesh, iron and feathers,
Kiss ‘The-Saurus’ in secret, his busy wrist flicking,
Spit, polish, and buff, get this baby a-kicking.
Grease up those elbows, as he spies the prize,
The arch of all triumphs, with fire in its cries!
He hip thrusts the bundle, kicking and screaming,
Out into the world, and the juvenile’s beaming;
A feature filled epic, with stars in its eyes,
Blowing minds as it tumbles, and opens new skies.
Will the crowd find such merit? He hopes and he prays,
Then deems them all morons if sadly it plays,
Out down a path filled with scornful postscript,
Convincing himself he shan’t mind the verdict.
Yet deep within him hides a yearning so bright,
Craving words that are sparkling, pluperfect, and RIGHT.
A final spell check, then a textural orgasm,
As the piece hits the aether, a shot-put phantasm
Of pithy one liners, and plot-stuffed adventures,
Primarily on show for a world of backbenchers,
Then later he hears the first drumming of steps,
That belong to the world and his wife, and their pets.
Reviews draped in sheets, of positive wonder,
See the writer’s shoe shuffle explode loud as thunder.
He balloons out his chest, high-kicking in glory;
He loves the world, and the world loves his story!
One week swiftly passes, the stage now deserted;
The shine on his shoes is long gone and converted
To an empty dull matt, as the tumbleweed flies,
And slips into silence; the spotlight softly dies.
A month on from there, the piece rarely is picked;
Six more and there’s nothing, bar passing tags clicked.
This is writing. This is acting. This is painting. ’Tis art.
This is living creation that tears you apart.
It is a purge and a joy within us that shouts
Much like Lady Macbeth’s bloodied hands, it will out!
Yet the chump’s had enough; he can’t live with such fear.
Then grasps at his notepad . . . he’s just had an idea!
Oh my, Tis a pleasure to read; It will out, indeed! Love it, love it, love it. Yay, the happiest of day ~ when Esme upon the Cloud, flies by my way.
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Thank you Niried! such lovely words, I’m always happy to see you on the Cloud, and your words are one of the reasons that you are one those people I chased when I noticed you disappeared for a while. I’m so glad you returned. Esme may go too one day, but I’m sure she’ll return as well – smiles I’m so pleased you loved it!
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Wow, Esme upon the Cloud! Powerful and tense! Reminds me of how many times I kissed my thesaurus in the past, what little good it did me 🙂
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Pete, you have me laughing at your thesaurus snogging sessions here, it’s surely the writer’s bible? A good read too, though the tale goes on a bit hahahaha.
“Powerful and tense!” – By all sized Gods and medium dogs that’s made a Cloud dancer very happy, so thank you in spades sir.
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You are welcome, Esme. You got me laughing here too, so thank you! I believe my thesaurus ended up in the dark and dusty confines of my roof space as it was getting kind of repetitive, and it went on a bit as you say 🙂
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It seems writers are driven to write. To make stories. No matter how frustrated and how much effort it takes, they are renewed by the fresh idea and their essences race to begin the new adventure. Hugs
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Some do yes, and it applies to some bloggers who would not think of themselves as writers necessarily, that addiction, the roar of the crowds. But the storytellers and the poets are the ones who have peddled their trade since the beginning of sentient time for humans. In words passed down, stories drawn on walls. Tradition is based in stories, superstition and holidays like Christmas. All stories. All religions too. Storytellers can be very powerful and very destructive. The pen is mightier than the sword ultimately as it lives beyond the moment of the blade. It lives much, much longer. We all have our addictions. I’m liking the hugs one Scottie. – smiles and hugs him
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Such is good blogging, yes? But surely you never get dusty wingtips up there on the cloud?
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Yes indeed. I’ve said as much just now to Scottie actually.
Dusty wingtips? My wings have only just grown back, so I better keep them clean for at least a short while – laughs
Thanks for the visit Spiders.
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What a perfect description of the creative process! Other than not caring what makes it into whose hands, I can well identify with the plight, if not the egoic angst. Superbly crafted, I must say! I can jump into your story and feel its delightful pulse. Good stuff, Ms. esme! I just love it. ❤
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Thank you! Some are rather more egoist than others I think it fair to say, but that is true in all walks of life.
‘Superbly crafted‘ – ‘I can jump into your story and feel its delightful pulse.‘ – That’s my day made Bela, mahalo iā ʻoe!
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❤ ❤ ❤
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Haha, exactly!
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Some will see themselves in this, others not so much – you get it Anarette! Hahahahha
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Be careful not to laugh too hard and roll off the cloud. High fives from the troops. A
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Oh yes… epic and beautiful all at once! All my hats are off to you, my dear!
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I shall catch each and every one you’ve thrown and have them sent back parcelled up by flying monkey mail then!
Epic and Beautiful. – A small gulp and a huge smiles ensues from this end. Huge thanks to you for those words Lucy!
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My absolute pleasure. And my hats will be delighted with their excursion, now doubt!
waving cakes as all the hats are with the flying monkeys
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❤ X
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Clever, inspiring Esme! (Not nearly as sinister as Lady M but perhaps as driven, though, eh?) 😉
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Driven, yes. Oh yes, and this is a passion stitched into painters, sculptors, all of the arts, musicians have it too. It’s a need to get the deed done, to get it out there, to do that thing you know you can do well, and better yourself every single time. It’s a compulsion more than anything, and I think in those that create it’s there whether you want it to be or not. If you have a muse it really helps mind. Hahahahaha.
Clever and inspiring! Thank you! How I love to inspire, I wander around the blogosphere and beyond gaining slivers of it myself from others too. A marvellous give and take system is inspiration. – nods
Thank you for the visit Carmen, always lovely to see you.
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As always Esme, what a wonderful and crafty poem. I love how you tied it all together to the arts at the end. In many ways it’s also like science, where you can spend months on an idea and even get some positive results, only to have somebody else’s study overshadow yours and show that it wasn’t quite as brilliant as you thought. All there is to do, is go back and keep working and let new ideas inspire you. 🙂 I do sense that there might be a little of personal experience coming through here in the writer’s exhaustion. lol
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Thank you Swarn. I appreciate your thoughts on this and the kind words too. Scientists, yes, I can see that, there are many kinds of creators when you start thinking about it.
“I do sense that there might be a little of personal experience coming through here in the writer’s exhaustion. lol” – You think? Hahahaha. It’s the edit rather than the creation of tales and poems that’s chewiest for me. Now that I actually bother with editing and proofing that is, when I didn’t life was an absolute breeze – falls about.. If a tale lies within, it’s usually better out eventually. – nods
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One day I will need to cross that editing bridge if I want to ever produce something that is serious. Perhaps when I am your age I’ll be emotionally ready to face such trials! 🙂
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Esme showing her gums upon the Cloud
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Thank god for blogging… publish and run, not this painful exercise of lukewarm successes… but I do recognize portion of that process.
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Aye, though I know for some the exposure element of publishing on a public platform like WP is just as harrowing, which is really the core of the poem.
“Publish and run.” – Yes. I defintely do that, I should get a T-shirt with it on in fact, hahahahaha.
– Esme waving upon the Cloud
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Out damned it! Speaking of Lady McB — spot on, esme! My writing garret resembles this poem so well that Lisa misidentified me as a bobblehead, so many times did I nod with approval and recognition, that she stuffed me in that box over there ===> labelled: Stuff and Junk for Toss-outs and Tossers.
Will. It. Out. 🙂
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Thank you Bill! I’m laughing at your bobblehead, the creator in you was relating to the poor chap in the poem perfectly by the sounds of it, and that’s such good news for my writing. Thank you for popping over and signaling all this from your ‘Toss-out Tossers’ box. Hahahahaha
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This was soaring and precise and perfect, Esme. Your words and rhythm and rhyming were delectable. It is an unfathomable act, this creating, isn’t it? There’s so many interviews with writers where they say, “I really can’t stand writing. It’s terrible. It’s the most difficult thing I can imagine, and yet, I can’t stop. And once in a while when something good comes of it I am relieved. Then euphoric. I look back and I can’t say how it was done…”
This impulse, for this is surely what it is, and the many ways that it comes forth in us, feels to me like the primordial engine of human society.
Michael
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Thank you Michael, I had a feeling you’d get how this works, laughs. I love writing, I can’t imagine complaining about it, well not much, the editing you know, that’s a bugger, but if you can write – then be grateful and get on with it. And you do and can happily sir – nods – I still think your take on it all is considerably more elegant than my burst of angst, but it great to see two very different angles of the same plane. Huge appreciation for your words here today.
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Wow! This is awesome! I found you via a well-written comment in Bela’s Bright Ideas’ “Of Skies and Platters”. This was my first forray into your blog, and Wow! I loved it!
This piece so vividly paints the violent struggle that is writing. I loved it all, but the line “get this baby a-kicking” really hit home to me because it echoes the entire extended metaphor I used in my post “Why I Write: Literary Childbirth”.
I am looking forward to reading much more of your work!
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Greetings and welcome James, your enthusiasm and enjoyment is wonderful, and I can see straight away that you are a word lover, just like myself. The Cloud exists to garner and exchange the inspiration to create, and having read your piece I can see the connection very clearly; yes, these pieces are ‘birthed’ they grow within and the expulsion can be a chewy, even painful experience, but once the bonny wee thing is out and smiling you can raise a glass and look with pride (one hopes laughs) upon your offspring. In the poem here I’m parcelling this creation in with Dr Frankenstein’s monster, for I find these creations can be wild and get a little out of hand at times, possibly deemed ‘monstrous’ by some, but always ultimately welcomed by those who love wordage.
Thank you so much for your kind words, it’s a pleasure to find people such as yourself. – beams a smile his way
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Ahh, yes:)
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I thought you would know. Cursed and blessed all in one go.
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